Return

God, been awhile since I've been here - apologies.

I've been busy with a new online business venture that's been taking about 16 hours of each of my days. Hopefully it will go well, and I'll finally dig myself out of the financial hole I've been in for a year, two years, or four years, depending on your perspective.

Funny thing - I floundered around in the market all day, barely escaped with a dime in my pocket, then late in the day just put on a trade on little more than a whim, and it turned out to be a nice little winner. I have increasing confidence in my ability to stumble in the right direction.

My son has now lived almost as much of his life apart from me as with me - that's depressing. But then, I've lived well more than half my life without the company of my Heavenly Father. And the really depressing thing is that BOTH those situations are no one's fault but mine.

I wish I had the company of a submissive miss - it keeps me balanced, having to care for someone else, having to dispense mercy as well as my usual casual cruelty. I was nice to the guy at the oil change place today though - does that count?

Any event, I'll try to be more conscientious about scribbling here.

For now, just remember, there are three things that are important in life - Love, Forgiveness, and Perrier.